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never judge me
i have my rights
to discrimninate
to hate
to love

what you see
its not half of me
but a pinch




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04thDec.confirmation day
05thDec.starlearner's gradation concert
06thDec.ben&jerry chunk fest
08thDec.hari raya haj
19thDec.x'mas with company=)=)
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31stDec.NEW YEAR'S EVE

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Ner @ blogspot
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Kak Seri @ blogspot
Kak Sal @ diaryland
Rand @ blogspot
Wallace @ blogspot
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skin by: Jane
Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 8:46 PM

this month sucks... sucks sucks suck..

i am just fucking pissed with the entire fucking universe seriously... fuck global warming... fuck the rise of fuel cost... fuck taxi drivers who wont allow me to use 'nets' when they have it but find it so troublesome to use.... fuck to my freaking phone company inisiting i pay the fucking bill when they charge with '3 out of 5 months bill with additional of 200 bucks' which i did not use.. and fuck the crazy dude who keeps hitting on me!.... just fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck



Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......



fucking pissed.. so leave me alone...



Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 10:32 PM

it time for... Kids Say The Darnest Thing.....
i must be absolutely bored with my life that i took the time and liberty to do this......

Re-N: Jo-L do you want to marry me?
Jo-L: No I cant. I am marrying C-tong.
Re-N: TEACHER FIFI!!! JO-L DON"T LIKE ME!!!

only 4 bloody years old and confident in marrying his 'girlfriend'. And i cant tell you how fiesty his girlfriend can be when i got the chance of disciplining him.

C-Tong; TEACHER FIFI! WHY ARE YOU SCOLDING MY JO-L!
Me: And why my dear miss C-Tong can i not scold him?
C-Tong: Cause he is my boyfriend and you cannot scold him you know!(with her finger pointing at my nose)



Me: My-Ren.. can I marry you?
My-ren: No cannot cause when I grow up to be a man and by that time you will be an old woman already!
Me: So.. Who should i marry?
My-ren: You are a working adult so must find a man.
Me: I'm only 20! Im not an adult yet!
My-ren: So you still a teenager. Must grow older a little bit..get an occupation and then find someone your age ah.


haiz... kids kids kids...



Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 10:28 PM



my poor baby after her surgery.. i couldn't blame her for screaming in pain after regaining her conscious..... she did stopped when i held her head though.. she just needed sense of security.. just like her mommy...anyways she'll be back home safely tomorrow!.. half day leave granted!!


im still figuring out which is unbearable to look at... this or the email about the breast infested with larvaes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1



Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 12:59 PM

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come




don't know why- norah jones



Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 4:16 PM

okay.. everything shall be alright...
baby shall have her surgery and costing me nearly a thousand bucks..
thus concludes that im postponing my trip to perth... most probably august..

still quitting my job in july.. from then.. shall spend most my time being a house mom for my baby... she can barely move for the next 2 months.. so yeah.. im still having a short break then at home with her..


i felt like this whole entire week pass by oh so slowly..

this whole week has been a drama really.. and one of the highlights was naz.. i was ambushed with questions and got one or two blows from here and there... i feel oh so 'My Best Friend Wedding'.... i seriously need to watch that movie..



Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 6:35 PM

im hanging on by a thread.. im just hoping that i could just fall and fall and fall...
im losing my only best friend.. my only companion and my soulmate for 7 years..
im losng myself soon as well...



Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 10:48 PM

the battle between d.cook & d.archuleta...

david cook is a rocker... and yes like every rocker we had for the past 7 seasons... i doubt he could win the battle.. don't get me wrong that im underestimating his talents.. this dude can sing... and really sing.. not those yelling or screaming from the top of their lungs.. i believe as a rocker.. he is truly a better singer than chris daughtry from season 5... but hey.. you see rockers in every season.. so people might get stale of the rock genre..


so... comparing with david archuleta... he... he's different... he's pure.. his genre is definitely ballads ... he's young .. able to sing way beyond his years... he's been hitting the nail for nearly every round... favorite of the judges... but i dont know.. popularity wise.. he could lose out to d.cook....


we should know the results in 20 hours time... and daddy is turning a year older in an hour time too... =)


oh so randomly... jude law and simon cowell are just so sexy..



Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 9:56 PM

i want my own Joe Black...
oh god... can Brad Pitt be any sexier playing Death...=)

the long weekend really sucks especially when you're like limping for the past 3 days....
but hey.. it a good thing when you have cable and when HBO is like showing 'My Girl'.. 'Meet Joe Black'...'Loser.....'Fly Away Home' ...


'Fly Away Home' is a truly inspiring movie based loosely on a true event... my favorite childhood movie.. which comes after 'My Girl'... i have no idea how i would really cope living in a funeral home.. maybe i'll end up like Veda herself.. a hypochondriac...





i got sunshine...



Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 3:48 PM













went for ice skating.. finally... after 9 years?... someone finally accompanied me... it was nice to be on ice again... but i guess i was better the previous time... but but but.. this time round.. no falling down... maybe the next time round i'll bring vani...



@ 12:29 AM

my giselle's message will always bring a huge smile on the face... Giselle and Rosdy... cant wait to meet up with my favorite maties... Perth Perth Perth!!!



Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 9:16 AM

a super long weekend for me!!!!!!

no work tomorrow til tuesday!... and tuesday is half day for me...brilliantly fantastic!

im seriously counting down the days til perth... most probably is a 2months 3 weeks stay since my aunt is coming back for Hari Raya... which falls on Children's Day...




i have no idea what i shall do tomorrow....
i know i need to head off to the library... and book my bbq pits!...saded... need to go to the bank... collect my jeans from the shop.. sleep more... and then jogging with sew.. .. hopefully supper tonight...



Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 10:04 PM

another group date this saturday!
my darling bitches...
why does it feel like its been too long?



Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 11:12 PM

gosh... my priorities have to be looked at... and i swear to God i have such a hard time thinking about it... im really going super super crazy..vani worries for me too much.... im like heavily burdened with all these troubles that i personally caused to myself...

my mood?.... don't fuck with me or i shall personally give you a knocking up you will never forget in a lifetime... im just shagged...

can't wait to go for jogging... tomorrow and friday...



needs to book for the bbq pit...hmm.... remind me please!



Tuesday, May 06, 2008 @ 8:45 PM

work today is extra extra extra extra tiring... i don't what are the factors that got me super shagged at work... probably global warming.. or the constant screams of the kids getting super hyped up for 2 birthday parties... or just both....


vani missed me i guessed thats why she returned to school even though she had half the day off... well.. thats what i wished.. haha... she didn't had a choice since she needed to get her kid's book in a much safer place which is her home... so i made her life miserable when i told her when i could lock it up in my kids locker... could have saved her the trouble coming back to work.. haha.. but anyway.. i got to have dinner with her and desserts... at our 'favorite' cafe...




why do i feel its like friday?.... im just totally shagged!



Saturday, May 03, 2008 @ 2:30 AM

a girl can only take this many disappointments...


2.30 am.... online mahjong still confuses me..


anyways... had a wonderful time with sew hamd der and dan today.... great laughs with the mat educated and the beng ah heng... sew was pretty tired.. love my name chocolate..


ever since 'My Best Friend Wedding'.. i have always been fascinated about gays... ever since then i pray to God to get me a nice gay friend... He's yet to grant me one really.. cause til now I think Gays.. in general are the most fun bitches to be around with... don't forget that Gay guys are amazingly good looking...


rand promise me we shall club at PLAY... im still waiting.. i better have one before i hit to perth=)...



Friday, May 02, 2008 @ 3:48 AM

its close to 4 in the morning... and i have yet to get some shut eye... but no im still blogging about it... amazingly my brain cells are just too active...

either that or im too hungry to sleep and my back hurts alot.. maybe thats why i cant get to lala land...

an hour ago my bro was still chatting with his girlfriend and i was concentrating fully in my poker game.. and pinky got too chilly in my room after having her fur shaved off and sought for another gd sleeping area.. my sis probably dreaming of some hot guy and now off to some fantasy island... haiz..


i really need to kick my head or something..



Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ 9:21 PM

i need a 'cheer me' up... i just don't want to coop all day at home tomorrow... i think i can filled up a well...haiz.... im just giving up on this.. im simply too tired... im soooooo need a new change of environment... i can't wait for my sweet sweet sweet beautiful Perth... save my soul will ya?





and today's highlight of the day... mom gave dad the finger... sweet moment=)...and yes.. my bro officially have a girl... yup.. i can't believe it but my younger brother is dating...



@ 11:14 AM

woke up had a nice family breakfast... and then... a huge huge huge migraine... followed by some activities in my stomach...