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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 11:04 PM
a tough day at work but thinking of meeting the darlings for my b'day dinner... it makes things so bearable.. like everyone.. i wish my day can be re-lived always.. who attended. bestie dan dearest cher&der babelicious sew&ner&lin lovely daughter mer lil bro hamd& cutey cass    was really happy to see them all... its like been so so long.. well for me... had great dinner.. everyone tasted almost every dish that everyone was having... i like cass's the most.. should have ordered it.. we talk about the KL trip and then came the subject of Redang for december... and why not combined Redang trip and KL's together... somehow... we then started to share ghost stories.. dan's creep me the most.. soon... CAM WHORING TIME..... derran was such a bugger.. i seriously thought he was super drunk.. he & his 'tat-terat-tat-teh'!!! and soon later i got the disease..me and ner!! picture i believed are up to more than 60.. im still waiting from dan himself and the rest.. i truly LOVE LOVE LOVE my presents.. from the cool vintage bag to my 'hot babe' pendant.. took pictures of it...      
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES!!!! @ 12:00 AM
The clock struck 12! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! Pinky waited til the the very first minute with me.. happy birthday nur hafizah ishak.. a year older... i wish myself for the strength and faith that i need to survive.. God Bless my soul Tuesday, June 26, 2007 @ 10:17 PM
19 soon... i have yet to 'better' myself.. .betrayed i miss you.. i cried my heart out for all the wonderful friendship we had.. i thought a pillar gone and i could still stand strong.. but you're gone... cause we were young and foolish hurting one another.. forgive me.. .abandoned i miss you the most... you're the main reason why my tears kept flowing... the face i came to know is missing and its yours.. your touch your voice your naggings all of you... every part.. the way you cough... the way you eat..the way you call me out.. it pains me remembering it all.. i cant let you go yet... how i wish i can see you again.. even if its in a dream.. how i wish i can speak to you again..even for a minute... how i wish i could you again.. even if it cause me to bleed.. i miss you i miss you i miss you... .silenced i miss you.. you're good at making things okay.. making me smile with your voice when im miles awasy..we're not meant for one another.. i wish i could say what my hearts wants me to say.. but i cant cause im jeopardising our friendship that we have.. i miss you 19 soon like i said.. i cant always be doing silly things... i have to let things go... learn to survive emotionally on my own.. Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 11:09 PM
sometimes i feel im stronger than ever and there's time i feel so vulnerable inside.. i wish i could re-do whatever it is that makes today,today... i refuse to see what surrounds me... i insists seeing whats not.. this causes vulnerability.. this song rushed the tears out..... ------------------------------------------ I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left They lie on the floor And they smell just like youI love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okI miss you We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah And all I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing to When you're gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you ------------------------------------------------- don't leave me alone.. i dont like myself alone... @ 3:41 PM
i guess im off to KL alone.. i cant drag dan down with me since it was a last minute thing and both of us are financially insufficient.. saded.. BUT.. we are however planning to go KL still.. in august... its 4pm and i have yet to take a shower.. smelly me... Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 11:24 AM
men.. they are who make me weep all night.. one betrayed me... one left me without words.. and the other one.. i cant touch.. giselle and rosdy are heading to KL and they called me out.. i want dan to accompany me if its all possible.... have to check the bus tix and all.. KL has nothing much to shop for seriously.. its the variety of food that i enjoy getting my stomach filled with... lets see how shall we..... i miss redang Saturday, June 16, 2007 @ 2:09 PM
i am itching to shut this blog down... REDANG UPDATES fun fun fun fun fun this trip beats the other 5 i went... i did all the activities that i wanted and its much fun to do it with this group... i did para-sailing damn the camera-person who didnt shot me... i did banana boat ride and kaykking.. i won the telematch that my dad organised!.. i did karaoke-ing and babysitting here and there.. got paid to do so as well... got to meet my holiday friend.. was super happy with this trip.. the atmosphere was very very very rowdy.. and so 'kecoh'... i did a draft on a blog entry.. i add it later tomorrow.. http://dechic.spaces.live.com- all the pictures i took.. |
