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skin by: Jane
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 10:23 PM

WORK
i was really in a fit today with the N2 class... made samantha cried again.. i have been making her cry for a few days during me lessons.. so pissed.. wont wanna drink water nor listen to what i said.. so i made her stand in a corner and she kept crying.. and after all the screaming and crying.. she finishes up her water and gave in to me.. genious plan..tomorrow will be the last for me at macph...


was excited to end work... meeting up with mer and sew.. got angry calls from ner for no invitation.. sorry babe.. last minute thing...




DINNER
so we had dinner at old chang kee... i had the famous curry noodle.. hit the spot!.. and i later
struggled to find out my posb account... to bank in my salary!!..yes finally recieved my pay.. and went window shopping... went to a beauty shop.. and then to the dvd shops...


SNOW QUEEN IS FINALLY IN STORES AFTER 3 MONTHS OF WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there you go.. i was over the moon.. and get this.. i could really cry on the spot!.. and then.. we went to popular to go gaga over books!!.. me sew and mer.. went book craze..


next stop watson.. from hair colour to slimming tea.. we were so in depth with the slimming tea conversation.. and that what makes us head down and bought chinese tea.. which mer claims.. detoxicate you and shed a lil weight.. i so sue her for if this horronduos bland drink does not work...







MISS UNIVERSE 2007

loved Singapore's dress. pretty and simple.. unlike some big flashy gawking dresses representing their countries.. miss korea has such bold colored hanbok which i so so so so so so so so want...

poor miss usa slipped on her evening dress... but she got a rating of 8.9 i think...loved miss japan dress...mexico's was plain red.. i adored the details on miss korea dress.. and for her questioning part.. too bad she didnt nail it.. great answers go to miss brazil and miss japan...

i think the former Miss Universe wasn't too happy dethroning her title and handing it to Miss Japan... she just gave the impression.. snob.. no smiles nor kisses nor hugs were receeived and the way she crowns her was so half heartedly.. well.. enough said i guess...






ANNOUNCEMENTS
thurs- me sew mer..heading to book fair.. join us if you wish
sat-me dan rand.. off to OUB bank and later a small shopping spree...

dont say i never announce.. i just did..=)








PULAU REDANG
and yes.. please please please please pray hard that i get my 2 days leave.. i really want it that bad cause i want to go back to my favorite vacation spot.. pulau redang.. this time with 52 family members and 30 of dad's colleagues and their family..

so as you can see.. this trip is going to be much bigger from last year trip.. im not sure how many rooms dad booked under his name last year but around 27?.. this time.. 32..

with more than a dozen car and a bus driving their way to trengganu.. its sure a big one...

took my parents months to prepare..and now.. we're in the midst of packing after hours and hours of discussing of activities and event to be prepared.. fathers day birthday etc etc..

so im like wishing and hoping and praying that i get to have my dips on parasailing..bana boat riding and kayakking again........



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thats a long entry.. wonder anyone would even read this long......



Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 9:19 PM

updates updates updates.. not pretty satisfied w/ the new skin..

and i swear.. nothing comes on my mind whenever i wishes to update the entries..

work?.. just say.. cant wait for 1st june

and.. please pray hard for me i can get my 2 days leave!!



Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 7:57 PM

permanent in eunos branch by 1st june.. getting pay end of month..

i have erased your number from my phone.. all i hope now.. is for you not to call me.. i know i wont be disappointed.. if this cant work out.. ill use my last option..



Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 1:10 AM

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you... hate you cause i hate me.. because of you.. im gibberish.. because of you.. im a fool.. because of you.. im like this.. and i hate when im like this..


oh gosh... the headache... and yes the stomach pain... pain pain pain..


meet the guys for dinner... dinner... dessert..entertaintment... good night..

let me scream .. scream everything out.. dont shut me out forever.. i dont want to sink even futher in.. so let me get over it and confront myself again and again and again.. til it gets into my head..

the beauty of work is that i love it... love it love it love it... love it so much that the negativity that surrounds you get sucked in...



Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 8:27 PM

much better today... only the sore tonsils and the irritating coughs...

tomorrow both macph and eunos branch will be heading for the feild trip together... im bringing my camera.. to take loads of pics... and yes.. extra set of clothes... resulting a back pack needed since im in charge of first aid..


this is a life of a childcare teacher... nothing else fills the space of her mind but her kids kids kids...

in dan's words.. i have no life



Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 8:40 PM

oh gosh... i want new tops.. thinking what to wear for work is so not easy.. and i have to hurry myself up to send my black pants for alteration... so no choice.. bugis tomorrow for me.. depends if the kids wear me out..


how sick can i get?

so im hunting for;
black vest
vintage tees!...thinking
accesories
babydolls tops
hair bands


i doubt my pay can last me this entire month.. a good thing im working 5 day week.. most of my weekends will be spent sleeping at home...



@ 3:59 PM

home early today.. im not spose to be working since im all sick but both centres are really short on teachers so i agreed coming down to macph's centre for half day only...


so sick to point that i let my k1 and k2 play around when they're spose to be doing work.. so i 'beautified' their flowers for them...

i hate being sick while working.. cause when im with the kids.. i can feel my head pounding like hell!.. i cant sream cause i get so sickly cant ran around chasing them... aah!! get over it man.. need to be healthy so that i can kiss kaito and kang kang tomorrow!!! im heading back to eunos tomorrow..

now its unpredictable.. i had a last minute call to go to eunos yesterday.. so now.. im predicting that is going to alternated days at eunos and macph's branch


finally had my last payment from coffee club cashed in to my card...

i think tomorrow i do some shopping on my own.. should it be at bugis or tm?.



Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 11:57 AM

my body is heaty... i seriously cant recall the last time i drank a full glass of plain water... so sick..


met the girls on friday night for dinner.. only sew and lin didnt turn up... and then i got to know i have to work on a sat.. from 7 til 2 at macph's branch... why does it seems that since i worked.. my starting hours are getting earlier and earlier..

i so dont want to go back to macph's branch!! i will miss kang kang..jun shan and jia jun!!

wed was 9.30am...thurs was 9 am.. frid was 8.30am...sat was 7.. oh god..

my whole week schedule has been planned except on thurs.. where both eunos & macph's branch are going for feild trip.. and my mentor has yet to decide which centre need me most.. im hoping for eunos's branch...

mon and tues..at macp..wed and fri at eunos.. cant wait for wed!



Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 8:59 PM

i love my eunos's centre students... i love kissing them and i love tem kissing me..

i had to be relocated at eunos's branch today since 3 teacher were on leave.. i had to rush over there since they needed me by 9..

this branch has more students... all so cute and playful kids.. well behaved and obedient... i love my jun shan.. and yes clara...

jun shan enjoys kissing his teachers.. he refuses to be partnered with anyone but me.. super light..

i know im not spose to have any favs.. but i just love love love jun shan

so glad im coming back to them tomorrow... and yes.. i have to be half an hour earlier.. hopng that macpherson's branch wont need me at all after this!!



Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 8:54 PM

im so so oh tired

its the lack of sleep... has to be it..

first day as assistant teacher was manageable.. first few hours was damn tiring... cause i still have not get used to it.. its just alright.. compared to a class i'll be getting next 2 weeks.. this is nothing.. im more of fierce than miss nice on the first day.. i have confiscated toys & shouted at the lil ones...

a few got attached to me.. keep asking if im coming back tomorrow... keep asking why i can converse in chinese after many many many answers... the last time a student asked.. i replied.. cause im chinese..

14 days paid leave.. excluding the day im getting for my birthday.... an hour lunch.. and free lunch too...

the kids are a handful.. but my 2 grown up siblings are worse...



Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 3:05 AM

i still have the smell of baby abdul rashid on my hands after like hours ago since i carried him... i love baby smell... i wanna smell like them...


finally got to watch jei lun oppa act in the Curse of The Golden Flower.... i love it...


im starting work... very very very soon..