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skin by: Jane
Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 9:09 PM

feel like taking a piss.. shit.. anyways...

Weather here is getting very breezy and just got back from the beach like an hour ago and gosh... it was beautiful.. watching topgun as blogging.. back to the topic.. errmm... the temperature of the sea is like.. freezing.. and the sand is so pure and fine...

horse riding will be tommorow.. sposed to be this morning but.. i booked it too late for me to have it this morning so i am scheduled for tomorrow's 11am session... gonna put on long jeans and polo shirt and then to finish off with a cowgirl hat.. i look like the part.. great..

hhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm...........eeerrrrmmmmmmm........ sighhhhhh.......

okay so im bored.. kinda waiting for giselle and rosdy coming over for a game of poker.. rosdy asked me if i wanted to join the weekly tournament that is held somewhere.. and we're playing for points.. so no harm .... i have said yes.. so im seeing how things go..

i misss dancing..... i feel like dancing dancing..hooo....haiz.... and yeah.. cant wait to get back home... ciao..



Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 11:53 PM

okay.. lets count the number of days i have been here and have a look-sie on the things i have done...

hmmm.. it has been like 16 days here? so i have like around 22 days more to be exact i guess.. and all i have done was... shopping.. shopping..poker.. shopping... going for the themeparks...poker...outdoor and indoor cinema..poker... browsing around fremantle...basically loads of texas poker and shopping..

i have yet to visit their zoo.. which im not really keen on going but its just that my aunt wants too so i don't really want to dissappoint her or anything.. and yeah.. theres the horse riding which im going this thurs or is it friday... and on saturday im off to their AQWA underwater world.... was really wanting to go for whale watching buts its like 8 hours drive from here.. its still in the western australia but i guess it wouldnt be worth it although its only 55 bucks

shopping is the least thing that i want to do.. cause.. you can do shopping anywhere.. but.. singapore doesnt have this kind of crazy boxing day as Australia does.. but.. i reckon i will be spending money on clothes but more of sight seeing i guess..and..maybe this sunday giselle/rosdy or both taking me out for a new year eve celebration.. and last an not least.. i would love to see the sunrise.. maybe that would be my last thing to do here.. like.. something to really remember my time here...

I dont really miss home much.. but of course apparently lately i have been missing my mom.. and my precious baby and yes MacD.. damn i miss MacD..

i do miss my cliques but honestly not much really..but its a good thing im here for 3 weeks w/o them.. a good thing due to the fact im learning to be independent for a while.. so im kinda used not calling cher up all the time or der.. used not having jason around to go out with... to me its like a preparation for the future... all of us going to split up and all. i thought i was the more emotional one on the fact that we're going different directions but i guess im no longer the cry baby.. thank god for that

if i were to have things my way now.. i wouldnt mind staying here for a couple of months.. really get to knows the locals.. travel around Perth.. from one end to the other.. should i think about my uncle suggestion... about nursing?..


i reckon that i could make it for poly.. and my parents.. are okay about it.. i hope.. anyways.. nursing is what i'll take.. even if i enter poly but the results werent satisfactory.. nursing is what i'll take.. and yeah.. when i qualify being a nurse.. then.. hopefully im off to here.. and get a diploma.. which you could study and work at the same time.. here in perth.. same as what my big cousin is trying to do.. and yeah by the way.. nurses and educators are a big demand here in Australia..


oh yeah whatever.. maybe its just some dream... who knows what the future stalls for me...


oh gosh.. i really lost my trust on you... damn it girl.. i thought i could place my life in your hands but shit.. yeah.. shit happens... damn it.. i cant trust myself.. and i expect myself to trust someone else when i cant even trust myself.. some crazy shit.. and fucking ironic too..

as you can see.. my old friend, Ms Paranoia is back to haunt me.. as always.. and its sure is fun having it around.. thankfully its bestfriend, Ms Migraine and their partner in crime.. Mr Chestpain has not done so... nonsensical talks..

here i am.. like half past 12am drinking orange juice and just stoning at the laptop.... really missing my baby..Kim.. yesterday the 26th marks her one year death anniversary... i miss her coming on to me for a rub or a lick on my toes.. a pity she was taken away from me.. now.. its pinky that i miss badly.. if i were to be home now minding my own fucking bussiness.. i would have her on top of my scanner or front of my monitor.. she will then pose for me all her sleeping positions.. i really like the one where she's on her back and her tiny paws up in the air... or when she places her head on her paw and faces me.. damn.. i miss my baby like the sun misses the clouds... err.. yeah.. ok....

thats all for today.. keep wanting to upload the pictures but the damn connection is just so slow.. i really feel like kicking the bloody laptop and tell it to piss off.. but that wont be an intelligent thing to do wont it?.. i need to knock out anyways..



Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 12:35 PM

i do miss my friends okay... from what i was told.. i only miss my baby but actually no.. i do miss you guys lots.. ner.. mer.. sew..cher.. and der and all.. so dont go saying i only miss my cat only alright?.. ok.. settled...


i do have a long way to go 'til i start packing back home.. so far i spend like hundreds of dollars on clothes food and books... damn... i need to stop shopping....


its getting chilly here.. its uppose to be summer but its breezy... and i just took a long hot bath... never had serenity for quite a long time.. peace...


trying to upload all the pictures... but its taking up a lot of time since im using a dial up connection instead the broadband.. so.. trying my best..


the more you talk with the locals... the more you start to sound like them...

my weekend are planned out.. Friday will be movie in the park... Saturday is AdventureWorld for us... Sunday off to Fremantle and Monday would be an Aussie BBQ... Tuesday sending my off cousin back home.. Wednesday onwards.. im going to rot here... hopefully not...


bought a pre paid card... to make international call... purpose was to call my parents and cherlyn and jason... i miss talking to my gal.... bet she's enjoying Penang as we speak....

ntn else to writ abt.. hmm.. going to upload my pics... toodles



Sunday, December 17, 2006 @ 9:49 PM

you alright.. thats what i've been hearing alot in Perth when you either bump into someone or.. just a friendly greeting from the local...

my 5 days in Perth was all about shopping for clothes.. they really have reasonable prices to offer here.... but of course.. there are just some that are over the top.. but here you can get an Escada perfume for only $50 only and britney's Curious for only the price of $32.90.. what a steal...

My weekend here was all about eating and shopping.. had an aussie bbq w/ my aunt's in law.. and then.. we went to their market which was really interesting.. have you seen any performance in the middle of a market?.. and here... the locals do enjoy walking around barefoot in the mall.. something you dont see very often back in Spore..

the malls here kinda sucks cause they close early.. around 5 from monday to tuesday.. from we to thurs.. its at 9.... the reason is that to pay for their labour is like $7-11 plus.. their MacD labour is like 2 times the pay here.. i would so work here than there... so.. well.. the govt wont wanna spend too much money on labour i guess.. but still.. they are short of educators and nurses.. my uncle is pushing me to take up nursing and apply for work here..

food is like really something... especially the prices.. just too much... i try hard eating out.. but.. spending 10 bucks on fish and chips once in a while seems fine to me...


aussie here are friendly.. Sporecustomer service cant level w/ them... how often do you have cashier talking about your day was and talk about the weather.. their custom officer was like.. offering to introduce us to the nightlife... like i could go.. anyways.. there are alot alot of Somalia ppl ere.. seeking refugee... and yeah.. there's a small malay community.. and chinese... and surprisingy arabs.. yupz...


my schedule for the nest 2 days will be shopping.. tomorrow will meet up my cous's friends and we shall go to the factory outlet where the prices brings out the shopaholic in everyone and tuesday.. im out for an adventure.. me and the cousins are gonna get lost in Perth.. well not really.. we thought of taking their MRT to Perth CIty.. Thats their town.. and get lost in it til we go for the tuesday night movie and enjoy half price Gelare.. will be join with Gisele... My Uncle's family friend.. she a doll.. cant wait.. the weekends was planned too.. saturday is to Adventure World.. Sunday heading to Fremantle and Monday.. an Aussie BBQ at the backyard.. haiz.. trying to figure out when i can get my hands on horseback riding...


anyways.... i should really stop talking about perth now... just wanting time to pass by fast to get my hands on my baby and just lie next to her all day.. missing her loas... gotta go.. will hear from me soon...



Sunday, December 10, 2006 @ 9:23 PM

greetings from KL....


im like dead beat.. 9 hours of eating and walking and shopping and arguing.. gosh.. give me a carpet and i shall happily fall flat.. yeah right.. i can still be in the internet room and happily blog about this..

This MiCasa hotel is surely lovable.. the internet is totally free... friendly service and yes the room is smashing....

arrived yesterday afternoon and will leave the next morning... the stupid freaking journey will at least take about 3 hours... damn it..

got to rush back to the apartment... nature calls..... anyways.. adios..



Monday, December 04, 2006 @ 3:00 PM

oh dear god.....I miss my internet so much...

1) The search
2) Prom prom prom
3) Kl & Perth

the search. got the dress and what are the things that need to fall in pieces.. my accesories.. and my shoe.. and definitely need a freaking hair-do.. so throughout the past whole week i went shopping.. from Eastpoint to Tampines Mall to Far East to Heerens and yes to Vivocity too... talk about a search.... went to Vivo with Hamd & Der.... searched for their top.... boy was that hard.. only Hamd bought himself one from TopMen and it was smoking hot on him.. on the other hand.. Der was freaking fussy.. me and Hamd thought there's one that he look dead gorgeous.. but he wasnt comfortable in it..so damn.. got to pass on that.. went looking for shoe and belt with Janry.. Wednesday was just simple window shopping and by thursday i was frantic... i went to look for accesories with Jason.. i would not forget that day.. we really had a hard time looking for it and yes we had a new experienced dining out.... haha.. just btween us 2..

prom prom prom. oh god.. what can i say?.. it was just OFF THE HOOK.. it was truly the bomb... oh god.. no words could express how everything went by... for once i didnt even recognise myself at all.. didnt knew that i was capable of shaking these booty.. the feeling oof letting everything go was just beautiful... i just wanted to dance the whole night with my gals and guys... i made Der's night cause i found his missing phone.. lucky him for having me.. owes me a kiss... hahaha.. took dozens and dozens of pictures with almost all that i knew... it was just a glamorous night for all of us.. if i were to turn back the time and repeat the night.. there's nothing that i would want to change... cant wait to dance...


perth and kl. leaving for KL this sat will be back in time to go escape with my friends just before i say Sayonara to all my beloved friends on the 13 when im deaparting to Perth... At first it was all excited but thinking all the exciting events with my friends.. oh god.. its just heart breaking.. jason is having a christmas party which i have no absolute choice but to miss and yes.. his birthday too and then theres the year end party that was part of my resolution.... this really bites... please please say that the 3 weeks stay is worth my time and dad's money.. you think i can learn surfing?.. righteous.. the things i wish to do are to make friends.. shopping.. clubbing!!!.. celebrate christmas..and surfing hopefully.. oh god.. please let there be internet at my aunt new home...



im too shagged to write more... and my brain is out of words to write down.... pictures for prom has just got to wait.. wait for jason and hamdan... give me 3 days aight?.. ciao