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Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 7:59 PM
let bygones be bygones... but can we, human really forget about the past and not have one moment when you just want to strangle yourself or another person that caused so much pain and suffering.. im not only saying about me... but in general as well.. how long have we all lived.. how many painful memories that we sub-consciously kept in our mind... no matter how much you wish to forget someone or an incident that was painful.. you can never just get it away can you? for someone like me... i would choose to avoid such topics that links to a particular past that i chose to bury.. i would go to the extreme by throwing away any physical being that reminds me of it... i would... and i did... and i will never mention about it... and always pretend that nothing had happened... but still your mind never helped you much.... by conscious it never existed... but somewhere in your brain... in a small dark corner... there it lies... quietly...and it can pop out from its shell just when you werent expecting it.... for some others.. they would much prefer to get it over and done with...won't like matters hanging around like a thread... talk things through... get to the root of the matter... its not satisfying to be left unsolved.. you want to know why & how... and once you get to the bottom of it... you'll have this peace in your heart... so when in years to come.. you can just look back.. and laugh it off...its understandable.. no one really want any bad memory lingering in your life.. i do fall under this category as well.. ------------------------------------------------ i am no friend of hope... hope; .to believe, desire or trust .grounds for this feeling in a particular instance for everytime i hope.... hope fails me... |
