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Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 9:35 PM
Dear God a whisper of prayer forgive me God for i have greatly sin for when my friends & family preach i just turn the other cheek im too stubborn for my own good and i realised it before i could dig out my own grave i may have realised it earlier but i have so much to regret and yet its not too late for me for that im am grateful to you i plea you to give me courage faith strength and some sense in me and even will all the cruel things i have done against your wishes i kept thinking how You shall judge me i kept thinking in fear how hell shall treat me i kept thinking with humility how my late grandfather will think of me as he watches over me in heaven.. Dear God, is he with you? i always wonder if my dearest grandfather stand next to you and watches me down below .. i always wonder if i ever made him cry.. i always wonder have i been his greatest disappointment until now? Dear God, could you apologise him for me, could you tell him that i still hope that i still am his favorite little girl in his heart? i want him to know until today i could still hear his voice in the back of my head until today i still yearn for his kiss until today i still loved him since the day he left me alone.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ojissan you're haunting me so im not enjoying as much as you think i am but i know im not going to stay in this state for long im going to push myself to enjoy my life as much as i could im not going to regret every single thing but im going to treat that nothing had happened you never existed.. and so does your son... ------------------------------------------------------------- |
