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Friday, February 29, 2008 @ 10:34 PM
oh gosh... i cant wait for my monday.. monday means movie with dan!..and i know at this point of time... i seriously in need of dan & the gang.. i miss my dosage of laughter.. its like this whole work thing just burns you out and suck out all the youth in me... im not complaining my work..i love it.. i love my kids to death.. they're adorable and they're what makes me smile when all things gone wrong... they just say the darnest thing.. i got my Vicky to point to who is T'cher fifi and all she say is Bangkok... i wonder who taught her that.. probably my supervisor... and then there's my 'son'.. my bundle of joy.. rayden.. he never stop talking.. thats what i love about him.. he will say the darnest thing and i will laugh and laugh.... then comes Teddy... that boy is like a wolf in sheep's clothing.. dont under estimate his cuteness cause he as a temper of a bear.. trust me.. he threw tantrums for hours and then when he smiles cheekily at you... those hours of getting piss were gone... i have a k2 boy claiming his my sweetheart... a k1 girl asked me if i had painted my hair and i replied yes... one of my 'babies' insist on tying up my hair.. and a n2 darling wont stop asking for a 'snow white' story everytime she goes for her nap... so if you ask me if i hate my job... no... the kids are wonderful... its the adults who are just vicous! so the problem lies on the adults and not the children... now get this... im trying up for humanitary work... =).. trying to be volunteers in any organisation i could get my hands into.. im already up for volunteering the 'Open Your Heart' campaign that raises awareness and fight HIV/AIDS against discrimination... breaks my heart to see children in Africa dying every second due to AIDS & brutal poverty.. its really isnt their fault.. nor their parents....what Africa is lacking is not money.. its just education & love.... Thursday, February 28, 2008 @ 9:35 PM
Dear God a whisper of prayer forgive me God for i have greatly sin for when my friends & family preach i just turn the other cheek im too stubborn for my own good and i realised it before i could dig out my own grave i may have realised it earlier but i have so much to regret and yet its not too late for me for that im am grateful to you i plea you to give me courage faith strength and some sense in me and even will all the cruel things i have done against your wishes i kept thinking how You shall judge me i kept thinking in fear how hell shall treat me i kept thinking with humility how my late grandfather will think of me as he watches over me in heaven.. Dear God, is he with you? i always wonder if my dearest grandfather stand next to you and watches me down below .. i always wonder if i ever made him cry.. i always wonder have i been his greatest disappointment until now? Dear God, could you apologise him for me, could you tell him that i still hope that i still am his favorite little girl in his heart? i want him to know until today i could still hear his voice in the back of my head until today i still yearn for his kiss until today i still loved him since the day he left me alone.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ojissan you're haunting me so im not enjoying as much as you think i am but i know im not going to stay in this state for long im going to push myself to enjoy my life as much as i could im not going to regret every single thing but im going to treat that nothing had happened you never existed.. and so does your son... ------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 9:12 PM
i too more than 200pictures.. do i look like im bothered to publish every single one of them?.. anyways.. a picture paints a thousand words...   |
