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Monday, January 28, 2008 @ 11:02 PM
I think the reason we can't do so.... cant break up i mean... cause im very indecisive and im not able to let go.. but everyone is saying that it had to be done.. its like one minute i want it... and the other minute i dont.. how indecisive can I be? i dont know if what i want to say will make sense but anyway.. i really want to break up.... honestly.. its healthier for the both of us.. you're too.. i repeat.. too occupied with business and family really... and.. i.. just dont want to be involved anymore... i can't do this.. I'm not good at it.. I think im just going to hurt you more... im too headstrong & immature for you... for me.. i need to clear my mind and set a goal in my life.. for god sake.. im like 20.. i hit the big 2.. and i need to know where i want to go.. i had it all planned out.. so i just want to get my mind focus on it... which im really bad at doing so.. but i do have friends guiding me all the time.. so they're there for me everyday..every hour.. every minute... thats one thing you cant give me.... time & presence.. and there's no point of the time out... ------------------------------------------------------------- so tired from work... but still happily drag myself meet my darling dan&cher&ner&der! went for starbucks!.. me & caramel macchiato are best friends... dan is always on the top still right lovey?... i love the drink to hell=).. i wonder how you can love it to hell i dont understand i miss our edward.. i wonder how is our imaginary friend is doing?... the last we all 'saw' him was on top of my house chandelier.... maybe i should ask him to go into a relationship with me then since he's away when you dont need him.. and when you think of him...he's there.. like duh.. he's like our make believe friend.. before hooking up with me.. he hooked up with ner.. right babe?=)=)=)... just kidding... der.. stay away from my bra-s okay! I already banned rand from my eyebrows! dan & cher.. dont get too worried about me....I think i'll be fine.. i look strong dont i?.. how far have i come since those day where i break down so easily?.. im no longer the cry baby i used to be.. even when it really dont look good for me... i think im being unfair to you guys for not showing and pretending to be brave only... i really am sorry for you guys to worry me like this.. especially my dear dan=) But thanks for your trust and faith always... ------------------------------------------------------------------- Yoshiaki... Lets end it please... please..... |
