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Monday, April 30, 2007 @ 12:01 AM
 abdul rashid!!! you're such a pretty boy and im so sure you are going to be a heartbreaker when you are at the age of 15... i feel so at peace walking and carrying him around the house like that.. love to make him fall asleep on my chest... serenity! Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 11:03 PM
what was it that made the beast to fall in love with the beauty?... watching king kong on cable now.. i love the connection that anne has with the beast.. my favorite part is when kong was making chaos out in the street and suddenly he sees a familiar dark figure across him.. he stay still and slowly approaches... he then changes.. from confused and angry ..he turn into a calm gentle beast.. he felt safe and contented with her in his hands.. its like time had stopped for a moment.. it was magical these 2.. its like they had chemistry... they could just live on thier own.. but in the end.. the beauty.. killed the beast...not intentionally though.... the ending made me cry so much.. and what is it that made me want to have a child of my own so much?.. had relatives came over last night and i couldnt get my hands off the youngest of all my cousins.. at 5 months old he's such a pretty boy.. a very fair pretty boy.. lloks like some japanase baby at first glance... prefers him to my favorite cousin. his sister.. speaking of yesterday.. i went to ikea.. giant and courts.. with dan... and then head on back to tampines mall... amd we saw a big white tentage.. curious or should i say say k-poh as we are.. we checked it out.. it was celebrating NS 40th anniversary. i think.. and my god,, was the weather hot or was it me.. i could see loads of hot guys.. and i kept telling dan to check them out and i was like.. 'dan! to your 3 o clock' or to 'your left'..or whatever.. i got guy crazy.. dan was worried for me i think.. shall post a few pics later... Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 7:56 PM
dan wanted so much to suntann but.. it seems that everytime he's here.. the sun disappears and the rain comes... boy was he pissed... and blamed me.. do i look like storm from xmen to you? so we we were running under the rain and head on to the sauna.. i survived 20 minutes of the heat.. made lots of commotion especially when i fought dan for my hp in the men's toilet.. and then.. we head up to my house. and made a big mess in my room.. i was made into a black barbie doll.. and then i was forced to strut like a model.. but it was unsucessful.. janice dickison would so so scream at my face... and thats what the 2 idiots did.. rand was with us too.. i felt stupid.. but i had fun.. had macd delivered for my siblings and rand... still not full after gobbling a big mac... @ 1:54 AM
i have been rotting at home this past 2 days.. so nothing interesting to blog about... errmm what about my good close friend?.. chan ah dan... he's an excllent listener.. the number 1 bitch.. best fashion advisor for me personally reasonable..so far understanding... so far socialble.. gd drinker... good looking.. best shopping buddy.. just a wonderful friend to have at whole... ok dan.. wheres my money? Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 2:10 PM
went back to prss with the lovelies.. sew der lin cher mer ner dan.. disrupted classes having lessons.. purposely getting a student into trouble.. lying to every teacher telling them they were the reason we came back for.. but it was the food and our o cert.. and then troubling them to take pictures with us...had mr tony tan to treat us all milk tea=).. i stepped into my old classroom and every inch of memory that i have of my year in it... came back to life.. i could see me and cher ..mer infront of us .. ner and sew next to us.. and next to them were dan and der... der and dan.. those were our good days seriously... ner mer sew der had to go school.. leaving me dan and cher.. we watched the 200 Pound Beauty.. a korean movie that will drive you to tears... it was good really.. and later it was cher's turn to attend her lectures we did window shopping.. mostly dan.. and i was just looking for books on childcare.. im eyeing n the Suppernanny book... read a few pages.. its is good... i want one... but too bad.. followed dan back home to have his her dyed black... a big success for him.... he was screaming like hell when he came out from the shower... haiz......... now im the one who's shag.... dang it Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 11:57 PM
tom cruise looks so much hotter when he was younger... cute ass.. saw him shaking that bum in risky business.... and man dont you love him in jerry mcguire!! had dinner at ph.. how long was it last since since we all had pizza together?.. der and cher made a grand entrance since they were late by an hour... i wanted to discuss about our december vacation... but somehow i forgotten about it.. hopefully next time.. cher insisted that we took neoprints since she missed the precious session that we had without her.. poor thing.. anyways.. i need to hit the bed.. we are going back school!!!.. Thnks Guys... will see you tomorrow.. always loving you @ 12:56 PM
i want to watch Chobits!! damn.. animax is not playing it anymore.. the series ended when i was in perth.. animax was kind enough to repeat Hell Girl... im really loving xman.. korean entertainment show.. its the best remedy for me... last night was the end of my free flow of drinks.. and free food.. and yeah.. end of my time in coffee club... the people shall be greatly miss.. .kah yin .ivan .andy .celine .gavin .tina .ifkah .roy .jason. ah ying.... my work starts on 2nd may.. so til now.. im going to enjoy every last bit of doing nothing... so going back to school this week.. Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 11:43 PM
there are things in life we all wish to happen but.. wont be possible.. for an instance... stopping the racism and hatred... from my opinion... the causes behind the virginia tech massacre...people marginalizing people... the guy must have been treated like shit to make him feel this way... i really hope that this tragic has open up eyes... hurting others do comes with a price..same goes to the stupid killer.. what goes around.. comes around.. think for a minute will you.. what do you think might happen.. if the gun man was a muslim and not a korean?... would that change everything?.. will the excuse for the massacre being a terrorism or mental disorder.. to those at Virginia Tech.. my thoughts are always with you guys... another example.. i wish i have nicer legs.. Gods know if i will ever have one... Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @ 11:56 AM
my agent called me early in the morning and i was still in a daze when she excitedly says.. you're selected congratulation... why am i not this happy? Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 6:24 PM
head on to far east plaza yesterday again and got my hair checked out by my hair stylist.. and she re do the whole process on the damaged area.. 2 hours of my precious time gone.. and so is my 18 bucks.. cher accompanied me.. really felt bad for making her wait... she wasnt feeling good and yet she waited... thnks babes! then i went to meet dan and rand at eastpoint starbucks.. they were doing portfolio for whatever reasons and then rand saw my underwear.. so i pulled it out to show him more... nice pink and red hearts... i did the der's stunt.. hahaha..at my melville's cafeteria... dan & rand were talking about rand's boxer and that he always using the same one over and over again.. so i pull his shirt up and had a look... and indeed he was.. he confess he bought a dozen of the same VERSACE boxers.. its so ugly please!.. oops sorry rand =).. had a call and was told i had another interview today.. i guess the first wasnt successful.. so i woke up today and bath and just went out without cleaning up the house.. not even my bed and toilet.. rushing since my interview was at 1.30 and i woke up like 11.45.. the interview was super long.. it was really something.. never had this kind of conversation with anyone else before since she was super direct.. i was like... err okay.. and she liked me and wants to give me an oppurtinity but.. its up to the Director to hire me.. so wish me luck! Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 2:09 PM
this whole freaking week... insufficient sleep.. my eyes are as black as a panda's.. if i were to tell anyone i rebonded my hair.. no one would belive me 'cause my hair isn't straight.. and cher and me going to fck the whole salon upside down and demand a compensation! 120 bucks is not fucking easy to get hello!! now.. chalet updates.. ner der cher mer me sew dan hamd rand edward it was the BOMB!.. best damn thing for all of us.. me and cher was like so shag that it ended that we didn't felt like going home.. we wanted it to continue 'til we are so so sick of it.. everyone except rand & hamd counted down til sew's birthday.. played all sorts of game on the first night..we had forfeits and der was so good at his.. a total 'shim'.. me and der got one another molested!! so stupid! and he was sexy when showing off his green underwear hahaha ...later.. they drank their alcohol and i drank snapple & ice coffee.. played xbox til it was almost dawn.. neither one of us had proper sleep and kept waking up... and yes.. cher and der accompanied me to meet m.f.. he changed alot since like a year ago.. it makes my matter worse... there goes my heart next morning der had to leave us.. saded!.. stupid sp camp he had!.. and then me ner sew and mer washed our face and head on to Macd for breakfast with our sleeping clothes while we left the 2 pigs cher and dan sleeping.. and yes dan's imaginary friend edward too..hahaha..dotx.. angelin joined us.. planned for a cycle or skate around the park.. but weather was not good so we ended up slacking at the chalet.. not all of us actually.. me mer and dan were supposed to buy the alcohol but we end up went for a lunch.. and walk around and we got lured into the arcade.. was super fun... played the basketball throw and my arms got super cram and we kept playing the Mario car race.. kept getting last!! damn!! around evening a few of our schmates, rand and hamd joined us for the official celebration for sew's bday.. had steamboat.. so freaking stuffed please!! damn... ner angelin sabo sew.. they chased her with 2 big bottles of ice water and smash her with the bday cake.. pitiful... late night we played the drinking game.. me and hamd drank snapple... 8, ner mer sew me cher dan rand hamd, split into 4 i was with cher dan and rand... i wasnt upset losing since i had to drink snapple only.. so the asshole mixed my drink with green make it more gross! ew please! and i really lose a lot.. kept drinking the stupid drink and got myself peeing more than 4 times that night.. not only that.. i puke loads of it out.. at the toilet bowl.. wish i could do it to dan! they were so tipsy and i was so sick... we bunk with one another and rand complained that me and dan snored.. he almost wanted to clip my nose since i was next to him... and we had party people disturbing our sleep... they went screaming and talking loudly as if all of them were deaf.. it went on like half an hour and finally me and dan made a complaint... and soon afterwords.. some weirdos knock our door... and that's what made ner and sew tick.. marching to the door at starting screaming vulgars.. wow... next day.. rand head on early for his flag day and cher went next for work... we were late getting ready to check out... but just took our own time... we went ahead to makan but i had to hurry for my interview.. man.. dont i just love to repeat that 2 days again and again... my interview was scary.. i was nervous.. my words were out of place.. could tell i wasnt ready.. and i was really nicely dress and sat with a straight backbone... and my hands nicely fold on my lap.. the pre school is located at kallang sector and the building!!! its the building that i love among all that is in singapore.. i so want this job!!! then after that.. went straight home... got ready again to met cher for lunch.. and i waited her to end work... and we went to meet up rand to chill again... i went boom... haha at 7-11... so embarrassing............ m.f i think i better let you go... im just hurting myself more... it really does me no good... Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 11:18 PM
im actually getting worried for my baby... i should hit myself repeatively till i get her to a vet.. but hey.. the cost is hitting me too.. so yeah.. stil.. you are my one and only baby aren't you Pinky?? okay.. some are demanding updates.. here we go... last sast i ended work great and met up ner at the coffee club and went to paragon to meet cher... we chilled at starbucks and had great GIRL talk... we laughed like hyaenas.. it was real great.. enjoyed every minute of it... we should do more of this.. at least twice a month aight! im like counting down to the chalet and yes.. finally i got my hair done... i was happy about it for like an hour... til i saw it going like.. going like.. errmm.. im not sure.. ask dan.. i speant like 120 on it.. so if when after washing my hair on thurs.. and it doesnt go great... im so going to scream... fuck.. do i look like an 'ah lian'?? and it was fucking raining.. i was like screaming and screaming at dan.. my hair cant be touched with water.. it will be damaged and theres goes my 120 bucks... need to take passport size pictures tomorrow and go on to sign the contract and get the job search for me rolling.... everyone starting school soon and im not.. im really bum.. damn... was watching Big Cat's Diary... mother nature can be both beautiful and merciless at the same time.. ah chan!... you are hot and cute!! they maybe hot.. but you're both.. okay? Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 10:16 PM
i hate hate hate my brother who is really a smelly ugly retarded dickhead who is fucking annoying that you'll wish for an elephant gun.. so that you can blow off his pea brain out.. not like you need it to destroy his tiniest organ in his body... i just hate my siblings.. plus my mum.. plus the dad.. i dont think i can ever live harmoniously with everyone.. i turn to this hideous monster that i am.. screaming my lungs out and see myself as a replica of my mom that i swear to God i will just kill myself i do so!! i dont see how its all going to work out.. i dont see it.. i just want to step out of this picture seriously... this house.. its not where i belong.. not even for a second... Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @ 8:57 AM
what shall i blog today? woke up at 7 in the morning.. million 'thanks' to dad and sis.. after much tossing and turning and cursing.. i cant get back to sleep... had grapes and milk.. and first thing played when i switched to mtv is no other than jay... what a nice thing to start my morning with.. and followed with 1 Love,Ayumi Hamasaki.. love love love it.. need to place bags of ice on my eyes... so it wont look too swolllen.. i will be heading for briefing and will be collecting my pay today... thats all for now.. im super bored.. shall try ways to entertain myself... ciao Monday, April 02, 2007 @ 2:07 AM
if i were to choose of all the hollywood's list of actors... i would no chose brad not mr clooney nor jude... close my eyes on macdreamy.. but brace yourself...John Cusack.. he's just a charmer i got a virus now... so i dare not log on MSN and spread it to my friends.. no one will be happy if i do so.. it 2.16am now and i want to ciao.. ciao.. Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 12:56 AM
y.s you are just so childish. you just dont care about other people's feeling don't you?..just because you dislike her you just want to backout from it.. hello.. f.y.i.. me and him dont like your best friend but we did decided to show up right?.. what makes you so special that you can be excused from this matter?.. are you that great?... you don't care about other people's feeling and just want to do things your way.. you're a pigheaded asshole you know that... if we can get along with your 'best-friend'.. why can't you!! we are not keen to participate in your event cause you are a heartless egotistical pigheaded bastard.. even if we're not paying a single cent.. and yes.. dont think the world revolves around you and that you're the only God damn person with a temper.. i do too... i will not shake to the fact that you throw fits and objects around you.. if you so happen to hit me or lay a finger on me... look forward for the police alright you pig? went to newton to have dinner with my colleagues.. the ones that showed up is 2 of my managers.jane and dalimah.. and there was me..hamd..honghong..aliff and redzuan... we have seafood!!!... so many of it.. from stingray to chut-chut to calamari.. and for dessert we had icekacang... and thats when it hits the spot... i was so super full to the point that i need to puke... and how many atapchis in one icekacang? i got excited when i saw 3... lame yes..
i still had space in my stomach after consuming all those seafood at one go.took me about less than an hour for me to get hungry especially now... im like a racoon look for food in my fridge... i am a bottomless pit.. and all the fats stucks at my freaking ass.. like it need more junk in there |
