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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 12:40 PM
i do feel a lot guilty about everything.. and i question why do i do it?.. Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 2:00 AM
 im loving it @ 1:25 AM
was watching 100% entertainment...and it was featuring a boyband call... embrace yourself first... lollipop!... come on seriously.. whoch boyband on earth would be so stupid and crazy enough to call themselves lollipop!.. its like.. are you guy even straight to come up with a name like that?... whats up with that?... and yeah boybands are like a decade ago and it seems to be popping out every minute in Taiwan's media entertainment... work.. was interesting... going out with the colleagues on sat for makan makan.. singapore favourite past time... and tomorrow i shall have a briefing.. shall decide on my future... oh gosh.. this has to be it please... i dont see any other way.. and when i get in... a big celebration aight!.. wish me luck babes!!! Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 11:33 PM
 we're messy eater look at him... sad or happy face??!! give us a bigger smile will you? 2 disastrous bitches all the pretty ladies and all the average joes =)FISH & CO 21/03  2 gugus who are damn thick skin my sweet rand.. the love birds humilating her and dan.. who cant be seen wishing.. we love us all.. not all we love to look stupid.. @ 1:16 AM
dont doubt me... you will be surprised if you do.. merilyn's birthay bash was at fish & co... i had my drinks spilled on my pants giving people illusions that i piss on my pants... thnks to cher for that.. kudos... before the fun.. i had a spoiler... some fucking bitch got away with my phone due to my carelessness.. and after the celebration.. my fun had to come to an end... thanks to mom this time.. who enjoys screaming at the tops of her lungs... daniel's birthday was celebrated a little bit late... since all of us were working and buzy with school.. so were head on to seoul garden and stuff ourselves with chicken and beef and KIMCHI... yums!... loove kimchi!... but i ate half of what sew got for me.. which was alot and it was really spicy.. love the noise when i crunch on it.... i felt that it was short and i had to go home since i have a curfew.. should have lied that i worked but anyways... im posting the pictures soon!!! im the one with no phone... but look who's complaining ... hahahaha... and.. gosh.. i have to make a decision that shall affect my next 5 years plus... deciding on what i shall become.. a working adult or a teen student.. Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 10:42 AM
this week so far is fuckd up... lost my mobile.. and getting screams from a monstous mother... if i dont get my ass in ITE and start schooling... thats it for me.. i had enough Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 7:58 PM
ass... ass you dan! im more darker than before... ice skating was much better than swimming.. im a jae and dae reject... so whats left for me now?... @ 12:33 AM
dear GOD are you punishing me for all my wrong doings???... wait.. why am i questioning you.. i cant do that... so.. okay.. why why why?... damn it.. feel like banging my freaking head against any wall... so i figure im not going ice skating like i have been LONGING for... but im doing the opposite... sun-tanning with daniel early in the morning!!!!!! so someone.. please bring me ice skating!!!! gosh... i want to go on an all white meat and vege diet..... Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 1:11 AM
not allowed to ask james out... so saded... went to dxo yesterday... im not a clubbing type of person.. i will rather be in one corner and just chill... but still the music and friends i went with did not stop me from dancing.. the music was great... dan..faz.. & jan.. and were like sweating and it was crowded and my ass kept kissing other dancer's and ... i got claustrophobic for a moment there and i told myself that i needed to get out ... not a dancer but a slacker=) soon afterwards met up with ain and wirda at the airport to catch up on a gazillion things.. the things we talk about within the hour together.. i lost count on the number of topics we were on... promised der and the rest that i would join them at tampines.. had macs... what a day...... worked today.. working tomorrow too... i better be ice skating on monday.. damn dan for not allowing to ask james along.... so saded... Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 9:57 PM
i want to stop crying.. but i just couldnt stop if i listen to it.. @ 1:51 AM
im like so 'cina' ... i cant quite say i am since i only going overboard with Jie Lun and Wu Zun... boybands are so decades ago and seeing Wu Zun dancing and singing in a band is so.. funny and stupid.. he's better off acting... 2 days of rest.. yes.. thank god... my legs are so pitiful.. i need an osim massage chair... that would be so great.. and i want a new phone and a new line too.. a motorola z6 with singtel subscription... will dad mind paying half of it?..and i will just pay my own monthly bill..... earlier today.. woke up to know that i cant apply for any higher nitec courses for the April intake.. i will have to wait to be a june intake.. that is if my appeal for my dae fails.. i really dont have any back up plans.. super sad.. met up with hamd. der..ner..sew..mer and the ultimate bitch =).. mr im-hot aka dan.. he has really lost his mind... we had lunch and annoyed mer with our 'where to next' questions.. we decided to watch a movie but nothing were to our interest that was showing at that point of time..and one of us had the longing of taking neo prints..so we did.. except for those stubborn mer and der.. so we had fun taking it and by the 3rd time we did so.. i lose my interest and started looking fugly in most of the snap shots... i shall post the pictures soon. as soon as my laziness wears off.. i realised i laughed more than ever whenever im with them lately... and im like super broke.. super super broke.... Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 1:22 AM
im so emo so so so emo.. im so tired so so so tired my legs... how long more can they take man?.... i need a massage or better yet... an osim chair... dan brought a cute friend over at work for lunch... super cute... a mirror image of dan... but more tan.. nice skin... he's so gonna slaughter me... we are like talking on the phone and like so bitching about everyone...... and my neck really hurts... Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 12:55 AM
i am so so so freaking tired... 5 freaking days of walking and standing... hmm.. last tues,wed,thurs.. was working.. friday a whole day out.. sat and sun worked til night,, and earlier on.. i worn myself from going to town to bugis and to tamp and back home.. gosh.. my legs are super worn out... and i spent more than half my pay since last week til now.. damn.. im so screwed... all i know that.. im so not going out... unless its been scheduled since yesterday.. damn.. friday out with ain.. coming mon with my mer and the other darlings.. and then there's dan's party... cool... god.. i hate the temptations!!!,, i dont wish to spend more money... oh gosh... i really ate alot for a day.... a buffet at sakae sushi... ate til i drop.. dan me cher and der were like so full.. but der continued eating though... he is like a bottomless pit... before that we watched Im a Cyborg But That Okay... its kinda stupid but its super hilarious... we searched through out the whole Far East Plaza for a bag which i finally laid my eyes on and gave in to the stingy seller for a price of 53 bucks.. man.. thats like 10 hours of work... will post it tmr or something.. went to bugis ate..again.. had garlic bread and soup.. and salad... and walked around laughing like drunkards and fools.. trying to make me pee... and went back to tampines and had ice cream and fries.. and even very hungry now!... discussed on daniel upcoming birthday party and an egotistical petty ex classmate... oh gosh... i laughed my head off the whole day... gosh... it has been great... Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 1:29 AM
im not sad but im not happy either.. then what am i?... can i say depressed?.. i cant say either... confused in what state im in ... im more focus on whats with me these last week than getting emotional with what i used to do so.. but theres nothing to talk about to anyone... i dont feel like talking... no more talking.. i want to laugh....... i just want to smile smile smile and laugh... Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 3:12 AM
damn... my chest pain comes back to annoy me... too much melodrama is not good mentally nor physically... lack sleep... depression will overcome you and yes.. damn chest pains and fucking migraines... too add more misery... jie lun's ballad can be the number one killer... i'm sposed to go ice skating tomorrow with daniel.. all was planned.. and somehow coincedentally rand ask me to do so this thurs but i have to cancel both.... i cant have time to ice skate since i am wanting to conquer Vivo and Far East with my best bitches...pity my cher cant join in the fun.. and on thurs.. i might be helping out with der on his catering job... i might be lucky as him to see celebrities.. ice skating has just got to wait.... got my pay today... was really happy that its so much more than i expected and i have CPF now... it cool i guess.. for no reason at all.... give money to parents.. pay bills.. pay them back... transport fees...for the remainders.. i shall not easily give uo my shopping temptations... no money got problem.. have money can be such a problem too?... God shoot me.. and no dan... you're not him! Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 3:59 AM
its like 4 am in the morning and im still awake... i must be in desperate search of sleepings pills already... damn.. no wonder my health is declining... haiz... ai qing xuan ya being played now and shi jie mo ri can bring down to tears and get me deep in thoughts til time passes by me like an instant... i need sleep... sing me a song.. help me count jumping sheeps.. share me a bed time story.. cuddle me.. comfort me.. cry with me til i sleep or whatever.. just send me to my dreamland.. my dreamland where i feel so safe and special.. the background playing my song... with people i want to be with.. the people i love... my knight in shining armour right next to me right there to share my happiness... i thought i could hear my baby sleeping.. didnt know cats have nightmares nor snores... @ 12:42 AM
was raining so heavily the entire afternoon.. went to randolph house and had a nice dinner... he cooked us a nice pasta dish... which i have no idea what it was but i believe it was oglio.. and then... we had the chinese dish where you toss the food.. and say all your wishes for the new year.. forget it.. and then we watched norbit..which is stupid... and played poker and all... i miss having fun with my girls... cher..ner.. sew and my nu er... Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 1:31 PM
fell in love with a voice... never had i thought about what would become if none of my jae & dae courses accepts me... will i have no absolute choice but to go ITE?... went to polyclinic.. collected my medicine for my eyes and 2 days mc since i have been having gastric on and off... head on to meet dan and waited for him to wrap my very the belated christmas present and meet der at bugis for lunch.. ah.. bugis cafe.. so many memories.. one place i love to come for meals... always with dan.. and an ex classmate... its funny.. both of those guys became ex friends for me.. but me and dan are alright now.. walk around bugis.. which is already a bore for me.. and we decided to sit and chat.. at pastamania... love it.. we sat for like over an hour and a half and just talk and had desserts... cant wait to see that dan swim this mon.. so going to laugh... kidding... |
