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Monday, January 29, 2007 @ 8:15 PM
oh gosh.. i wasn't suppose to be working on Friday and saturday... what a laugh.. my manager called and told me that my schedule does not states that im suppose to do closing on saturday and sunday.. and yes its my fault... but whatever.. since friday i did a good job plus they needed workers since it was a full house... i'll get paid.. but saturday no.. too bad.. i didn't care much since saturday work was like slacking the whole time.. met up with jess and watched Babel.. neither one of us understood that movie much..especially about the story of the deaf-mute girl.. why would she told the officer her mom jumped off the building when she shot her-self in the head.. afterwards we went over to Courts- the big one.. and walked around and played the psp that was in display.... i fell in love with the psp.. its so pretty... and then we walked to Ikea... and looked for mirrors.. and later on had 2 hot dogs for ourselves each... tampines mall was buzy... and me and jess were like godsmacked at the line of fans que-ed for the artiste that was coming in.. from the first to the last floor.. fans were queing from the emergency staircase to the front of restaurant and to the railings... im wondering.. if Rain or jay were to make an appearence such as that?.. will i be that stupid to que up?.....thinking ...still thinking... still thinking............................. yeah.. i might be stupid and foolish to do so Friday, January 26, 2007 @ 1:00 PM
second day at work.. made more mistakes than yesterday.... less people.. and today's friday.. i'm expecting myself to rush.. and there's hamdan today... at least a gd friend.. why do i have a feeling that im afraid to go to work... its ironic how i won hoobastank concert tickets when i was trying so hard winning Rain's tickets.. i dont even listen to hoobastank at all and yet im going this sunday to fort canning... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- anyway.. it day 3 of work now.. and im happy with my work today.. i got complimented with a nice personality and was rewarded with a cheesecake..i even went teary eye cause i was afraid that i was being scolded.. but..i was complimented....manager,bernard, said i did a good job today and should keep up...and.. i only make one mistake today... made me the happiest girl.. and yeah... i got my Rain's jacket and my official Rain FanClub's card from Korea.. I am now and official Cloud member.. i'm truly in cloud 9...... Thursday, January 25, 2007 @ 12:46 AM
american idol.. whats up with that?.. why the hell these freaking americans can't accept the fucking fact that they cant fucking sing a note... i roll my eyes whenever some guys says that they're better than the rest and that they and arrogantly saying that they are your american idol.. yeah.. whatever.. i get googgly eyes for xiao s... love his smile.. my first day at work.. and boy was i nervous.. my legs were shaky and my hands wont stop fidgeting.. colleagues are nice and warm... but.. its only the first day.. tomorrow continues and im more mentally prepared for everything.. i need to memorise most of the menu.. the names that i replace them with makes me feel so stupid infront of my customers.. Tuesday, January 23, 2007 @ 1:00 AM
nothing interesting happen... its like 1 am in the morning and pinky is being a nuisance as she lay next to the keyboard and making difficulties for me to type.. dotx... gosh.. i never miss my daily dosage of my soapy k-drama... and its just getting better and better.. i have 3 more episodes to go and my snow queen will end.. and i have to search a new one.. i should try 90 days time for love.. thats a killer too... Sunday, January 21, 2007 @ 12:50 PM
i want a heart... made of ice... Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 11:11 PM
got a job.. starting wednesday... amazing and who does laundry in he middle of the night?.... that would be me... i was trying hard concentrating on my daily dosage of snow queen eps along with the Friday night owl show which is anime... pinky was concentrating on the anime for only 3 minutes.. not the first time she glued herself to the telly... Thursday, January 18, 2007 @ 5:12 PM
it feels nice to have the entire pool to yourself... i shoukd take a dip more often... i hate sharing pool especially with.... and yeah.. Happy Birthday Jie Lun Wednesday, January 17, 2007 @ 12:07 PM
im alright... im a big girl and i can handle this bullocks.. im all good now.. i can smile.. moving on real quick... the chapter will be closed from now.. and no one shall touch it.. i called JYP which is in Seoul.. and yes.. how lovely.. no one speaks english.. damn... how am i going to redeem my cloud'd membership card..i knew that i should have take up the language course long ago... fck it... there goes my 88 bucks... i will not stop til i can get answers abt my cloud's membership card!! Tuesday, January 16, 2007 @ 5:12 PM
i can feel my blood rushing in my body... been ages since i went out with him... kept to myself.. trying hard not to put hope on this... is it tha difficult to forget your first? stepping into the house..and like a gush of wind.. i could recall everything... y.s- goodbye hyung.. yeah.. thats what you really meant to me.. but since you dont take me seriously and im sick and fucking tired of this game...i chose to do this.... so long... Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 5:37 PM
im so bored and restless.............................................. why can't i wake up everyday having something to look forward to?.. like messages that makes a girl smile... whispers that will bring her to joy... a touch that makes her secure...the smile that brings her a thousand mile nonsensical gibberish....... forgive this old bat.. @ 3:27 PM
if the world was to end in 1 munute.. what would you do? Sunday, January 14, 2007 @ 2:56 PM
i just wanna drown in my bed... dont ever wake me up from my slumber... am i brave enough to cut someone out?... if i am.. will i regret my actions? do i really need another one round of this?... im 19 and should be mature in this situation... i cant afford to have another childish games at this age.. i need help.. waiting for yj to call... he'll make me feel better everybody has a deep dark secret... im scared of mine.. Friday, January 12, 2007 @ 2:50 PM
its been raining since i got back... its really depressing.. and my retarded dickhead brother of mine just adds more to it.. its really raining in MTV... every time i click to the channel i end up screaming with pain seeing rain.. damn it that i cant go to the bloody concert.. God shoot me please.. Thursday, January 11, 2007 @ 8:51 PM
y.s- how do i start? i cant accept the words that came out from your mouth.... having a whole day thinking about the friendship and the recent incident... i dont like what you're doing.. dont hide it away from me.. and dont use excuses.. maybe in the early years of the friendship yes i ever did.. but now its only a chapter in my book.. all those time i ask what do you see me as cause i feel confused about your friendship with me.. cause from my opinion i see 2 sides of you whenver we're just together or with friends in whole.... it may be my fault that i get confuse but i never misunderstood the fact that you're indeed my brother at whole... to think you have a misunderstanding about my actions.. you would have questions about it to me first before responding to it.. if you're still uncomfortable around me.. i would suggest you to stop take a break.. all i ever wanted was a good close friendship... nothing more period Wednesday, January 10, 2007 @ 8:50 PM
okay... i have said so long to all; body-surfing,horse riding,googling on korean hotties,shopping,late night poker,gazing at stars and yes my family and friends there.. you freaking asshole.. you not only lost my trust but you also my respect to you... its beginning of the year and our friendship doesnt look pretty... i dont even want to come near you.. dont you try and get close to me either til i knck some fucking sense in you.. bloody fag.. Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @ 10:11 AM
m.f- its a pity that im missing you this much to the point that my night doesn't feel the same if there was not a single call from you.. and it has been weeks since you called.. we're not in the same country anyway... to like you has to be from a far distance... i wouldnt want to scare you off or to jeopardise the friendship that we had.. but i miss having you to make me laugh... Monday, January 01, 2007 @ 1:36 PM
Finally got my MacD... and no im not back home yet.. i had it for my supper during my first 3 hours of 2007... and oh gosh.. i have yet to make a new year resolution?.. i wonder if its too late.. well anyways i reckon im going to accomplish it... will do that in a bit.. damn.. i have big panda eyes.. since i was not able to experience night life back home.. at least i did get to do so here.. and.. its pretty scary to be surrounded by drunkards... saturday night. was invited for supper with rosdy & giselle's clique.. they're nice.. especially steph.. she's so cool.. she was wearing a white overalls which is cool.. and she had pink highlights.. damn.. like the ones i have wanted.. well.. my big cousin wanted so i followed suit.. she gave me the salon address so that i can make an appointment.. so we shall see.. had supper at MAKAN2 which closed at 1 which is totally is stupid.. but we didnt stop there.. reached home half past 2 and i had too little time to sleep since i had to wake up like in the next 4 and a half hour... sunday,yesterday,last year. went to the mosque to celebrate Hari Raya Haj.. and oh god.. the malay girls there are just snobs.. well.. in general.. i dont know if they jealousy is talking or is it because that just because that they living in western country they have forgotten about showing respect when people are praying or to the mosque itself.. you dont come into the mosque and not covering yourself up properly.. well whatever biatches.. mahalo to their freaking attitude.. apart from seeing arragont biatches.. i did shopping and had the overalls that steph had.. lovin it... was hoping that i wont look weird in it like some ppl look good in certain clothes and some dont.. but giselle was like.. its cute and so did kak shidah.. so i thought 10 bucks would be great to spend on it.. and i was already dead beat from the lack of sleep and the hours of shopping and walking and even so.. i went to LAke Mangoose.. its gorgeous.. pelicans.. seagulls..geese..black swans.. 'habitat-ed' the area.. got back home and i went crazy... got home.. rest for like less than 2 hours and off to parties that i dont really fancy.. it was giselle 's childhood friend that rosdy said was to check out which he meant stayed over like 20 mins but we were there for like almost an hour.. all the party people were like so fuckd up.. drunkards.. none of us were comfortable.. so we went off to rosdy's friend.. it was alright.. the guy was like cute.. and yeah we went to Northbridge and yes great.. more drunkards!!!.. the aboroginals there can be pretty scary... freaking fags.. and i had a tour guide... kinda looked like raffles quay.. all the pubs and all.. and we reached metro city.. and bla bla bla.. went to a nice quiet spot which is just beautiful.. had long talks and went for supper and went home to sleep.. damn.. im bum.. i want to get going now anyways.. new year resolution..hmm... ok.. got it New year resolution for 2007 .not to make any new year resolution. im just kidding.. will do it laters.. ciao |
