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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 11:53 PM
okay.. lets count the number of days i have been here and have a look-sie on the things i have done... hmmm.. it has been like 16 days here? so i have like around 22 days more to be exact i guess.. and all i have done was... shopping.. shopping..poker.. shopping... going for the themeparks...poker...outdoor and indoor cinema..poker... browsing around fremantle...basically loads of texas poker and shopping.. i have yet to visit their zoo.. which im not really keen on going but its just that my aunt wants too so i don't really want to dissappoint her or anything.. and yeah.. theres the horse riding which im going this thurs or is it friday... and on saturday im off to their AQWA underwater world.... was really wanting to go for whale watching buts its like 8 hours drive from here.. its still in the western australia but i guess it wouldnt be worth it although its only 55 bucks shopping is the least thing that i want to do.. cause.. you can do shopping anywhere.. but.. singapore doesnt have this kind of crazy boxing day as Australia does.. but.. i reckon i will be spending money on clothes but more of sight seeing i guess..and..maybe this sunday giselle/rosdy or both taking me out for a new year eve celebration.. and last an not least.. i would love to see the sunrise.. maybe that would be my last thing to do here.. like.. something to really remember my time here... I dont really miss home much.. but of course apparently lately i have been missing my mom.. and my precious baby and yes MacD.. damn i miss MacD.. i do miss my cliques but honestly not much really..but its a good thing im here for 3 weeks w/o them.. a good thing due to the fact im learning to be independent for a while.. so im kinda used not calling cher up all the time or der.. used not having jason around to go out with... to me its like a preparation for the future... all of us going to split up and all. i thought i was the more emotional one on the fact that we're going different directions but i guess im no longer the cry baby.. thank god for that if i were to have things my way now.. i wouldnt mind staying here for a couple of months.. really get to knows the locals.. travel around Perth.. from one end to the other.. should i think about my uncle suggestion... about nursing?.. i reckon that i could make it for poly.. and my parents.. are okay about it.. i hope.. anyways.. nursing is what i'll take.. even if i enter poly but the results werent satisfactory.. nursing is what i'll take.. and yeah.. when i qualify being a nurse.. then.. hopefully im off to here.. and get a diploma.. which you could study and work at the same time.. here in perth.. same as what my big cousin is trying to do.. and yeah by the way.. nurses and educators are a big demand here in Australia.. oh yeah whatever.. maybe its just some dream... who knows what the future stalls for me... oh gosh.. i really lost my trust on you... damn it girl.. i thought i could place my life in your hands but shit.. yeah.. shit happens... damn it.. i cant trust myself.. and i expect myself to trust someone else when i cant even trust myself.. some crazy shit.. and fucking ironic too.. as you can see.. my old friend, Ms Paranoia is back to haunt me.. as always.. and its sure is fun having it around.. thankfully its bestfriend, Ms Migraine and their partner in crime.. Mr Chestpain has not done so... nonsensical talks.. here i am.. like half past 12am drinking orange juice and just stoning at the laptop.... really missing my baby..Kim.. yesterday the 26th marks her one year death anniversary... i miss her coming on to me for a rub or a lick on my toes.. a pity she was taken away from me.. now.. its pinky that i miss badly.. if i were to be home now minding my own fucking bussiness.. i would have her on top of my scanner or front of my monitor.. she will then pose for me all her sleeping positions.. i really like the one where she's on her back and her tiny paws up in the air... or when she places her head on her paw and faces me.. damn.. i miss my baby like the sun misses the clouds... err.. yeah.. ok.... thats all for today.. keep wanting to upload the pictures but the damn connection is just so slow.. i really feel like kicking the bloody laptop and tell it to piss off.. but that wont be an intelligent thing to do wont it?.. i need to knock out anyways.. |
