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Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 3:16 PM
sometimes i dont know who i have become anymore.. crying out for the dead who can't help me crying out fro the Almighty who dont wish to leaving myself to stand up alone i look down and ask myself ''can i get through this this 'thing' call life all the obstacle that is upon me get higher by every jump i made as i see this tall hurdle in my way i have no confidence nor faith in myself to be able to get through without a hard fall' so i whispered to HIM ''never had i ask YOU for anything not even a normal face im weak all over lost the strength to continue i can't play pretend anymore how long can i smile and cry at the same time is there anything that i can do so you can heal my miserable soul is there anyway i can see my grandfather once more be it a second or more im crying for him every night im truly stupid to be doing so dont you think? i cant do anything can i to bring him back to me? last thing have you decided my life for me? is it short? cause thats what i feel or is it what i want? all i ask now is to bless my soul heal it please you're my only saviour dear Allah'' |
