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Saturday, November 25, 2006 @ 9:53 PM
If you guys get to read this.. Thank God.. takes me numerous try to publish this post... damn the internet connection... im back.. from all the nightmare.... not for long actually.... it will slowly crawl to me back just as the day of realising the result draw near.. but now..i shall let it eat me up like a snake later.. cause now.. i have a plane ticket to Perth... my prom and balls of fun which are soon to come.. the class chalet was a BLAST....if you minus off the group of motherfckas.... really assholes these people.. theres always the positive side to everything dont it?.. the first night of the chalet was one night i wont forget... there all of us.. well like... jason..derran...me..sew..ner..mer..cher..wallace.. seng yih.. angelin.. jt.. caleb were the room playing poker.. it was fun.. i even re-lived my childhood days playing all those silly games.. haha.. second night made all of us more united i guess... and we massage one another.. i was massaging ner while derran was doing my back.. a camera moment.. speaking of which.. got to remind myself to ask for the pictures form jason.. we are so having a chalet again just for ourselves the next time.. no doubt about it.. its like less than a week to my graduation night.. i still have my hair to be done.. and my nails.. ugh!.. the hair..please someone fix it.. the dress i bought it from Mama Vintage.. many thanks to her.. having coffee with my girl Ain tomorrow.... a doll she is.. have no idea how many times she's been there for me since we re-unite again.... now perth.. will be there for like 3 weeks.. bought the ticket so.. its affirmative that im going.. me alone. and my grandmama.. 3 weeks in perth?.. you think i can find any fairytale there.. clearly i have been watching too many soap opera.. i wanna go to their market and be fascinated with their fish and chips haha.. my plane will be on the 14th december.. and before that.. i might tag along with my family to KL.. miss that!!!!.. anyways.. my chinese movie has started and i would hate it if i miss it.. toodle people.. shall hear from me soon.. and next time.. with pictures.. In God's Will Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 10:50 PM
    -BABELICIOUS kak seri and me- -stupid pose after mugging- -my pretty baby sleeping accompanying me throughout my wee hours of studying.. love her- -jason..kak seri..kak sal..and abg ait came over my crib haha.. stole the pic from kak sal..sorry- @ 10:32 PM
i didnt know that 5-4 hours of maths can really kill the brain.. and having wrong answers to an entire question worth 8 marks can really crack my nut... was told to rest but i doubt im going to.. i have to keep on going.. need more practise.. i shall take my chance.. jason wants me to get at least a pass in amaths.. like im gonna.. but he said he'll tutor me.. 'whee'.. in return to help him out with our class chalet.. he can really put a smile on my face... he.. kak seri.. and kak sal.. these 3 amigos.. meltdown episode over.. so i need to continue my practise... Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 3:16 PM
sometimes i dont know who i have become anymore.. crying out for the dead who can't help me crying out fro the Almighty who dont wish to leaving myself to stand up alone i look down and ask myself ''can i get through this this 'thing' call life all the obstacle that is upon me get higher by every jump i made as i see this tall hurdle in my way i have no confidence nor faith in myself to be able to get through without a hard fall' so i whispered to HIM ''never had i ask YOU for anything not even a normal face im weak all over lost the strength to continue i can't play pretend anymore how long can i smile and cry at the same time is there anything that i can do so you can heal my miserable soul is there anyway i can see my grandfather once more be it a second or more im crying for him every night im truly stupid to be doing so dont you think? i cant do anything can i to bring him back to me? last thing have you decided my life for me? is it short? cause thats what i feel or is it what i want? all i ask now is to bless my soul heal it please you're my only saviour dear Allah'' Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 11:31 PM
mianhe oppa.. aigoo... this is truly hurting me alot.. i choose not to go to rain's concert due to moneytary problems.. if the JYP werent collecting the payment by mid of Nov.. i would be gladly be anticipating seeing rain shaking his thing on the stage but for now i just going to dream on.. speaking of dreams.. i have put a lot of thoughst in to these... i dont want to have a stable life.. life is too short to have a stable life.. i dont wish to be having a daily routine.. i want to wake up everyday and think.. whats in store for me today.. i dont even want to stay in singapore for all my life.. i want to live in other countries.. seoul.. san fransisco.. namibia.. tokyo.. macau... if Gods allows me to have a long life that is.. i thought of it already... studying hard to get my course in Early childhood and be the best student there is.. and if God's will it.. get a degree in Seoul National University.. A degree in Family Studies and Child.... maybe i think too far.. but at least i know what i want in life.. i want to achive something. rather than i study not knowing where i want go in life.. consider this my long term goal.. --------------------------------------------------- i had fun with friends coming over my place for a house warming.. cher ner mer and others came and was fun.. ate and pillow fights and some talking.. in the evening kak seri..abng aid ..jason and kak sal came.. we talk non stop watching love actually and walk around at melville park taking pictures.. some tried the bollywood pose haha... jason was violent.. he is so going to get it from me.. haha... |
