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Tuesday, August 15, 2006 @ 8:11 PM
okay.. so i do have another grandfather.. i know im a black heart girl.. its my mom's dad.. but we had very minimum contact seriously.. i dont know when was the last time we talked... like what?.. when i was talking in baby language?.. i dont know.. everytime i went to visit him at my aunt's.. all i do was to give my respect to him and thats it.. we have nothing to do with each other already.. but with my late grandad.. it was different... with him its very different.. but since i no longer have him around physically.. i felt like im left with none.. okay.. enough sob sob stories of my own.. i gotten back my Mt O Lvl.. and surprisingly i got a merit for oral and c6.. i expected a fail and i thought this grade will do but NO.. some people just had to psycho me.. like my parents and all.. so what i did was to imagine what he will say to me.. there will always be 2 options.. either to take another shot or to leave it as it is and focus more on the remaing subjects.. so i was like.. alright then.. i guess taking a shot at it again wont hurt.. its only been a week since i have seen cherlyn and others but oh god.. i miss them loads.. it seems like months since i have seen them.. i think i miss them too much until i developed a fever with a temperature at 38.5... thats pretty high.. thank god that was over.. I miss my ex colleagues.. miss that lao ren.. ming fong.. min xing.. steven... and even adrian.. i recieved a photo of them all.. it was a day i long waited for.. but unfortunately.. it happened so i did not join themm gosh i miss them lots.. i told lao ren that once i got back to my own home.. i would prepare them a meal that they will never forget..maybe because they'll end up in the hospital an hour later haha... anyways.. i shall post the picture that was sent.. and the previous gathering that we had too... thats all for now.. i know i have written gibberish and nonsensical shitnitz.. thank you for bearing with me.. you will hear me someother time.. |
