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Monday, July 03, 2006 @ 1:53 AM
where are you?.. my sanity?.. im going nuts!.. all i think about is being lonely.. someone please knock some sense into me!... am i that horrible to the point that i have no one waiting for me?.. or being desired for?.. seriously.. aish.. where has my sanity gone to? i like him...i think..but.. i dont want to like him.. haha.. im nuts.. i dont want to like the other person.. i want the other person to like me.. slap me..someone slap me! aish... now im watching 'a love to kill' starring rain too.. i think i crazy rain.. the story so far confuses me a bit.. but its sad.. but i think im more attracted to full house than this.. but in this drama i see a different side of rain.. he's more of a violent guy which really scared me!.. and i love his scruffy face and that hair.. and the lollipop which is constantly in his mouth... nice appearence.. bad boy image.. orh.. my heart is melting as we speak.. *slapping face* oh no.. im forgetting about my jay chou! he will always be my number one.. whatever!!!!! jay[jason] is my *hyung so i cant have any feelings for him.. i'll make that clear.. beside he's younger than me so i just cant.. can everyone get the message? *hyung is brother in korean emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo im really have gone out of my mind!.. for the past week or so.. i really have been a big cry baby crying for her saviour! i think my wailing has scared ppl away.. they might see me as a mad girl! come back to me please oh sanity.. i need you right here right now! but seriously.. i know i seem a little off from my normal self.. i do sense that im not being wanted.. i see my friends being paired off with great guys or gals and i keep thinking.. where's my fairy tale?... when will it be my turn.. i wanna experience that magical feeling with someone who appreciates me.. and treats me with respect and dote me like a princess... to be there for me when i need someone the most.. that someone who refuses to watch a chick flick but will do it just for me.. who will help to wipe my tears dry.. the one who is not ashamed to hug me in public... carry me around when im tired..one who will buy me flowers for no occasion at all!!.. when will it be my turn.. not now i guess... even if i keep asking for it.. its not that my prince going to drop down from the sky?.. so maybe.. why not i just shut my mouth and just wait for that day to come?.. patiently!.. someday the time will come for me.. now is not the time... think of me and miss me....night night losers...*MUACKS* |
