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Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 7:02 PM
im so sick of this.. so so sick of my life.. so sick that its all my fault.. can once.. can it not be my fault?? why does it always be me? You never know how low my confidence has gone to.... when i get emotional..i do foolish things which i always regret... oh gosh... please...do me this favour and just put the bullet in my head.. i shall sleep peacefully.. Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 6:55 PM
am i or am i not.. oh dear God.. dont let me hear the word No... I so so so wanna go... well i made lots of new friends in this forum... friendly... cant wait for their next gathering which they have not confirm yet.. cant wait cant wait.. im kinda scared with things... haish.. just ended my Eng mid year exam.. that was nothing compared to the next coming lot... im so gonna die soon.. My 2 and a half week on my project.. so proud of myself that this time im no quitter.. hehe.. so gonna achieve that body... Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 10:23 PM
China China China... thats all i can think of... I so so so desperately wantingly wanna go there... Please please..pretty pretty please... I've gone nuts.. i know... all i can say for myself is that... im completely insecure..unpredictable and paranoid... Paranoia has taken control of everything that is sane.... and turn it upside down... God save my soul.. someone please shoot me in the head... Thank you Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 7:43 PM
stoopid iwebtunes.. well...the saturday was much more lame.. i bet everyone is out there walking around on the streets..while i.. collect dust while laying down on the stoopid couch... keep dreaming about my trip to China... gosh.. Oh God... the anxiety is killing me.. can I go or can't i?.... dang the waiting... China is not the only thing I've been dreaming... Jay Chou too..hahahahaha...dotz...ok enough... was dreaming that i was there in China and he supposingly appeared and i melt... ok..almost fainted...and i woke up to his song "Jiang Jun".. what the hell... how i wish the dream could continue and not stop.. so long dudes @ 12:12 PM
expectations i hate high expectations... cause when you learn the truth that you can't get it.... you can fall down so deep into it... I never learn my lessons from this experience.. i think i tried too hard... Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 5:26 PM
oh gosh... where do i begin?... i've lost count of the numbers of times i've kept changing my blogs and the address... I cant even guarantee myself of having this current one for the next 2 years.. Maybe as i change in the years to come.. so will my blog... I've grown so much wiser since my previous blogs.. I so know what to do and what not... but hey... i shouldnt give much shit to what ppl say anyways.. Great that i completed it already... now.. three word... sick and tired.. both mentally and physically... leave me be for now losers.. |
